WHY ?

This morning feel it's so bad, exotic and nothing niece.

Actually, not only this day but also has from two weeks ago.

Hmmm, it's so feeling uncomfortable with this condition specially this area.

Sometimes, I think it's more better in myself  house than family's house and it's more better in myself environment than their environments. 

It's so feel very nice listen my parent's fussy rather than silenced without reason. Without know what my matter's. Hmmm, it's so very sick.Another case, in my job. I feel everything that I do it's all be matter.

Oh God, what must I do?

Almost in every time even in every moment, I always mirror at myself. I always try for introspection than one day activity that I do. Mirror at my face, my self, my mind, my activity even to all people that I meet in every moment's. And I always try and try changes bad habits that I have, it's maybe that make every people unlike. 

One day, I have job. Cause my stat as new member, I ask my friend for help and teach me everything that I understand. Hehehe, actually appear mistake in progress report that I have do. I think this is fair cause I new learn and this is first job hard that I handle it. But, not the case by someone. I till feel she always look for my mistake and even appear funny stories at the last. Maybe she confuse what must she commentary again, and the last she said "Every abbreviation must be write big font!" (Me _????)

I'm shocked and talk myself, "What, it's matter again. History, during I be student never learn abbreviation write big font all specially company name, just first font that write big font. I ask every my friend's again, "what's matter from my abbreviation?", and they ask "No matter".

Hmmm, headache aaccccchhhhhhhhhhh... (Ngek_Ngok ^_^)

This just sample story from myriad story that I have. Sometimes sick, sometimes nice and sometimes disgust.

And this case sometimes make me bored by everything that I do.

But in other side, sometimes my positive thinking appear and my spirit back at again. 

I feel all this just an adventure life, adventure life that I must trough. 

And I confident, every thing it's so nice in the next time. It's important, keep spirit, positive thinking, and do everything which has become my dream. 

KEEP SPIRIT AND SMILE :-)

I must make my parent's proud.
Can do it... can do it... can do it.... can do it.... and sure can do it. !!!!!!

Always effort, pray and submit everything for Allah SWT.